This is me.

I have set out to change my life, first of all I want to be able to love the person I see in the morning. I have started exercising to get fit. It's not about losing weight (yes I do want to shed some pounds) but I want to be tone and full of energy. The kids are finally at an age that we can go together to a playground/basketball court and they can play and I can shoot hoops. It has always been hard for me to go to a gym because of the guilt I feel with the kids. I hate being away from them but taking them on walks is more stress than its worth. So the last few days have been great. They have played so well and I have gotten some good miles in walking and playing basketball. Ah have I and do I miss playing basketball. The good old days of playing basketball all the time!

Below are pictures of my two kiddos. The joys of my life. I couldn't imagine my life without them! For them I want to be happy and healthy. So here is the me losing weight and getting fit! If not for me for them!